I am starting this blog for purely personal reasons (my therapist thought it may be good idea as well). It will provide me a place to say things I want without the limits of social media. Who wants to read a long ass post on FB? I know my brain loses touch if I wasn't … Continue reading Here I go…
I’m here
I’m here Do you see me I’m here My lonely soul looks for more I’m here Lost and longing for connection I’m here Searching for others I’m here Where is the space I belong I’m here I need to breathe I’m here My heart aches I’m here They say I am not alone I’m here … Continue reading I’m here
What Is There
What Is There I can feel it Something is there I can feel a presence that brings a calm I have doubted anything real can bring peace So much pain how could it be How can something so strong been gone so long The pull to feel a being so deep I want to believe … Continue reading What Is There
New Life
New Life My mind wanders into the unknown Where do I go from hereIs this the start of a new lifeCan this be my new realityThe sky seems brighter even in the grayMy shoulders feel lighter with depression at bayBeing me has never felt betterI feel I can face life even in the dark as … Continue reading New Life
My Authentic Self
For most of my life I haven’t felt like I fit in in so many ways. I had both girl and boy friends growing up and depending on what was going on I liked to hang out with the boys more as I got older. I would rather run around in the woods playing war … Continue reading My Authentic Self
Went to my first convention, Sakura-Con.
This weekend the boys and I went to our first convention! It was so much fun. All of the cosplayers were absolutely stunning. We were able to get signatures from three of the voice actors from Fairy Tail, who all also play many more roles throughout other animes and video games. Jacob and I also … Continue reading Went to my first convention, Sakura-Con.
What does depression look like? Let me tell you.
Below I am copying something that I wrote back in October of 2018. I was in a very deep depression at the time. I just reread it and decided I would post it here. Please know this is not where I am at now. I am doing well, things are going good as long as … Continue reading What does depression look like? Let me tell you.
I’m here, I’m queer…yup.
I am queer. If you're don't know what that means, that's OK. I am writing this to put out there what I have gone through with my struggles with identity. I also hope that maybe it will help someone out there that has gone through, or is going through, the same struggles. I started identifying … Continue reading I’m here, I’m queer…yup.